Open Wounds

The last few weeks have been "interesting" to say the least. As some of you may know I spent 24 hours in the hospital because I was feeling suicidal from my schizoaffective brain disorder. Well, the bills are coming in and we now owe some $1500 that we don't have. The ironic thing is that the reason I was feeling suicidal was due to our financial problems. The hospital was hell and it did not do anything really to help me and now we owe even more money. I am waiting on disability funding but that will take at least another two months but probably more like 4 months. My parents have been helping us in the mean time but I feel guilty for taking their money especially since they are in retirement now. They say that they have plenty of money to do this but I still feel terrible. At the same time I know that I can not hold down a job so I'm just kind of stuck right now. I know that change is inevitable, however, and something will come around eventually. Anyway, that's what's on my mind today.

It seems like more and more the middle class is falling away and the rich are getting richer. The corporation elite are running this country and the rest of us just seem to get more and more screwed. There needs to be a new shift of power in this country or we will completely fall apart and become a complete oligarchy (a government which the power lies in the hands of a few, wealthy elite).


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